Dad was the victim of scammers who took most of his money. This happened when he was out of the country. Despite repeatedly telling him to stop communication with these people who were obviously scammers to my brother and me, Dad thought they were giving him free money. Perhaps he was at fault for being greedy, but I don’t know many people who would turn down free money.
Once we came home, my brother flew in and we went straight to the bank to continue the fraud investigation. Without getting into details, it’s been a mess. We’re still hoping to recover funds, but hope is not a strategy.
Yesterday the scammers called Dad. I was at my desk when I heard his phone ring and strained to hear what he was saying, something about a credit card that he no longer uses, and then my brother’s name. Shit.
I went to his room and asked him to give the phone to me. “Who is this?!” I demanded and a soft male voice with an Indian accent informed me he was with a credit card company (name withheld). I demanded his number and it was the same on my dad’s caller ID, but something just didn’t sit right. I continued to argue with the man telling him I knew he was a scammer and that I was going to inform the FBI of this call (I did send a report to the FTC after, but what a black hole that is). I told him never to call this number again, so then he asked me what number this was. I (stupidly) thought “what if this really is a credit card company?” and repeated back the number. I’m still kicking myself for that. After I hung up but before giving the phone back, I told Dad to not answer any calls from anyone who wasn’t a relative, and to never give any information, about anything, ever. I went back to my desk and a whole slew of thoughts of what I should have done invaded the peace I had been given the day before. Why didn’t I demand his employee number? Then tell him to wait while I called to confirm? Why didn’t I just tell him to fuck off and hang up? Why was I so stupid to think I could have any kind of meaningful conversation with a scammer? I texted my brother what happened, but instead of details, I texted that I wasn’t sure what information Dad gave them before I took the phone. I’m such a chickenshit. It took until this morning for me to let go of my own disappointment in myself. As I begin my practice of compassion for Dad, I need to also practice compassion for myself.