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Beneath, where you can’t see, a rhizome holds all the energy captured in the fleeting months of spring.
I came too late hoping for any remaining fruit, as if the box turtles, deer, or squirrels would save me one.
Instead I bear witness to this massive wake. A last glimpse before they retire, giving space for ferns and budding magnolias. I keep walking, through these woods now green, and a pileated woodpecker flies across the trail.













Nature’s first green is gold,
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf’s a flower;
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf.
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day.
Nothing gold can stay.
-Robert Frost

Heavy winds brought my neighbor’s tree across the fence into my yard, knocking down a bird house and scattering limbs everywhere. The tree had been dead for a long time which is why it came down so easily and barely damaged the fence. I see more luck than poetry.
It’s December, so time for rest and reflection. This year has been insane and so full of unexpected happenings. A fallen tree seems so minor.
















Time for rest










