Anicca

The death of mayapples isn’t really death. They turn chartreuse, speckled, yellow, fall over, and brown, joining the autumn leaves to become the woodland carpet.

Beneath, where you can’t see, a rhizome holds all the energy captured in the fleeting months of spring.

I came too late hoping for any remaining fruit, as if the box turtles, deer, or squirrels would save me one.

Instead I bear witness to this massive wake. A last glimpse before they retire, giving space for ferns and budding magnolias. I keep walking, through these woods now green, and a pileated woodpecker flies across the trail.

Unexpected

Heavy winds brought my neighbor’s tree across the fence into my yard, knocking down a bird house and scattering limbs everywhere. The tree had been dead for a long time which is why it came down so easily and barely damaged the fence. I see more luck than poetry.

It’s December, so time for rest and reflection. This year has been insane and so full of unexpected happenings. A fallen tree seems so minor.

Photosynthesis

How is it that a plant can capture the energy of the sun, mix it with water, and grow?

How does a seed, quiet and still, burst from its shell into the ground,  and still find more within to erupt into the air and photosynthesize itself into what it was always meant to be?

How does a tree grow and grow, offering its blossoms to pollinators in exchange for a fated entanglement, then offer more, but now fruit, for those wandering by, with hope to spread its seeds?

How do they know? How do they let go? How can I sit in the sun and just be?